You every have one of those dreams where you are skinny and it seems so real. Well I had one of those last night and it was weird. I was trying on clothes and everything was to big and I could not find anything to wear. I could actually see myself skinny and feel myself skinny. I guess it was a good dream in one way because I have something to look forward to. Sometimes I feel like I was born fat and I was not, believe it or not I was actually slim until I hit my 20's and then I was not real heavy. It has only been the last 15 years that I have gotten really heavy. Sometimes I can not believe when I look in the mirror at how I let myself go. I did this to myself, I over ate, I pigged out on junk food and sweets. Now I have to fix it and it seems or at least I think I am on the road to fix it. My goal is to lose another 18 lbs by Christmas to give me a total loss of 60 lbs before the end of the year. So everyone stay tuned to see how I do.
I am sitting here with my fingers on the keyboard and I have absolutely nothing to say. I do plan on having a day for myself tomorrow. I am going to go to Walmart and get my groceries, but first I am going by the casino to blow my usual 25 bucks and then I am going to Walmart. What I am looking forward to the most is I am going to play golf after lunch. It has been a long time since I played and I am looking forward to it. I dug my golf clubs out of the closet and cleaned them up. I never was any good, but I love to chase that little white ball. I use to play in the low 80's but that was as good as I got. I took up golf to have something to do during deer season, but when my dad got sicker that last year I quit playing. I have decided to take it up again for the exercise. I figure if I walk the first nine and ride the last nine I will do pretty good. I will take some pictures of the course for my post tomorrow.
Well I am off to see what every one is doing or posting about. Have a great night, and here is yesterday's food journal.
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