Friday, October 15, 2010 | By: Debbie

Friday 10-15-10 Dreaming about Skinny..

You every have one of those dreams where you are skinny and it seems so real.  Well I had one of those last night and it was weird.   I was trying on clothes and everything was to big and I could not find anything to wear.   I could actually see myself skinny and feel myself skinny.  I guess it was a good dream in one way because I have something to look forward to.  Sometimes I feel like I was born fat and I was not, believe it or not I was actually slim until I hit my 20's and then I was not real heavy.  It has only been the last 15 years that I have gotten really heavy.    Sometimes I can not believe when I look in the mirror at how I let myself go.  I did this to myself, I over ate, I pigged out on junk food and sweets.   Now I have to fix it and it seems or at least I think I am on the road to fix it.   My goal is to lose another 18 lbs by Christmas to give me a total loss of 60 lbs before the end of the year.   So everyone stay tuned to see how I do.

I am sitting here with my fingers on the keyboard and I have absolutely nothing to say.  I do plan on having a day for myself tomorrow.  I am going to go to Walmart and get my groceries, but first I am going by the casino to blow my usual 25 bucks and then I am going to Walmart.  What I am looking forward to the most is I am going to play golf after lunch.  It has been a long time since I played and I am looking forward to it.  I dug my golf clubs out of the closet and cleaned them up.  I never was any good, but I love to chase that little white ball.  I use to play in the low 80's but that was as good as I got.  I took up golf to have something to do during deer season, but when my dad got sicker that last year I quit playing.   I have decided to take it up again for the exercise.  I figure if I walk the first nine and ride the last nine I will do pretty good.  I will take some pictures of the course for my post tomorrow. 

Well I am off to see what every one is doing or posting about.  Have a great night, and here is yesterday's food journal.


6 comments:

Michelle @ Those Last 75 Pounds said...

Hi! That's a pretty fantastic dream actually. Imagine how wonderful it's going to be when we can shop for clothes and have them be too BIG?? That would be a great feeling I hope! Keep it up. 18 pounds by Christmas is a great goal and I think I'll adopt that one myself too.

Every time I see that picture of your very cool bike, I desperately want to get a bike! :)

Michelle

Glenn, Fat at Fifty-five said...

Golfing will provide for a lot of pleasant walking, sounds like a good plan to me.

mensa said...

Are you kidding me ... low 80's and you've never been any good? Don't underestimate yourself in anything Debbie. Keep your confidence high. You're doing so well. Have a fun day.

~Sheilah

Lesia said...

have fun golfing:)

Cathy said...

Sometimes I would dream I had lost a pile of weight, and then I was at a huge dessert table, stuffing everything in sight in my mouth.
Even in my dreams I sabotaged myself! LOL

Tim said...

Good luck with the golfing. That should be good fun.

Heres a good tip for you:

Take an extra pair of trousers in case you get a hole in one :)

I'm sorry but someone had to say that joke!!