Food is an addiction from hell for me and I will have to deal with it for the rest of my life. I was thinking today that wow I have lost 44 lbs and I feel great. I could still go face down in a cheese cake or some pasta though. I will never get over this feeling, but I will learn to control it. I will be on Weight Watchers from now on and I hope to reach life time some time next year. Right now my goal is to lose another 16 lbs my Christmas so if you follow my blog stick around and lets see if I do it. Blogging has become my life support line and it keeps me sane on this journey of mine to get healthy. It helps to read about someone else who is fighting this battle just like I am. When you have some one who understands what you are going through it really helps. My family thinks you can just lay the fork down and quit eating or they are always calling me with some new thing to try. I am polite and I listen, but I just keep on with my Weight Watcher journey. When I made the choice this time to lose weight I made it for me. Not for hubby or anyone else in my family, but me. I am okay with losing weight slow and steady.
Okay as you can tell I am still in a bad mood so I am going to go and read some blogs and see if I can get in a better mood. Then I am going to take me a hot bubble bath and go to bed. Have a great night and here is yesterdays food journal..
Oh here is a new picture of Rusty our puppy.. He is so funny with those damn ears that stand up.